it was insolent and naive of me to think of a happy ending. i have much to learn, so much growth yet to accomplish. so here i am back in ‘sweden’- clear cut lines between existence and emotions. i wish to fluctuate, or realign, but it seems the slightest movement hinders. still the chris everybody knows and sees, still the chris that nobody has encountered. i wish to flush my mind of...
here we go again
two thousand and twelve. the mayan’s predictions do not seem to phase me. death is but an inevitable occurrence. but aside from that being society’s highlight of this year, personally i feel awakened. not completely yet, unfortunately, but substantially far into the journey. for the part of me that is still asleep (so to speak), i indulge in strenuous activities to keep the body weak,...